Tadap ka aalam

Tadap ka ye aalam kaisa hai janam,
Dur jakar tadpa jate hain log,
Dooriyon se kabhi na tadpaya tune,
Dusron ke paas jakar tadpate ho roz.......


तड़प  का  ये  आलम  कैसा  है  जानम ,
दूर  जाकर  तडपा  जाते  हैं  लोग ,
दूरीयों  से  कभी  न  तडपाया  तूने ,
दूसरों  के  पास  जाकर  तडपते  हो  रोज़ ..........

Pathar ka dil

Chand shabdon mein usne mera katl kar diya,
Kaha dil mera pathar ka insaan ka nahi,
Kehte hain log pathar ro nai sakta,
Kya karun mera dil dikhta bhi to nai.......

चन्द शब्दों  में  उसने  मेरा  कत्ल  कर  दिया ,

कहा  दिल  मेरा पत्थर  का  इंसान  का  नहीं ,

कहते  हैं  लोग  पत्थर  रो  नहीं  सकता ,

क्या  करूँ  मेरा  दिल  दिखता  भी  तो  नहीं........

My kota story

Every one got a 1st crush & they remember it their whole life. I found mine in Kota. Unlike the very few people in this world, I couldn't impress mine. Cuteness n simplicity with a rare combo of beauty n brain is what she was. She was my 1st inspiration so its important to mention her also. I made some of my best compositions on her. An old composition but true n very close to my heart. For the 1st time I had tried to use some urdu words in any of my creation.

उनकी  ख़ामोशी  क़यामत  से  कम  न  थी ,

सादगी  भरी  खूबसूरती  भी  कातिलाना  थी,

सबसे  प्यारी  लगती  वो  तब  मुझे ,

जब  हंसती  और  मुस्कुराती  थी |

हम  तो  उनसे  इश्क  कर  बैठे ,

पर  दिल-ए-दास्ताँ  बयां  न कर  सके,

उनके इश्क  का  आलम  ये  था,

खुद  को  उनके  काबिल  भी  न  समझ सके |

उन्हें  हमारी  मोहब्बत  का अंदाज़ा  तो  लगा,

उनपर  इसका  कोई  असर  न  पड़ा,

देखा  एक  दफा  मुस्कुराकर  हमे,

खुशियाँ  समेटने  को  हमारा  दामन  कम  पड़ा |

हमने  उनसे  बात  करने  को  हिम्मत  जुटाई,

पर पास  जाकर  कुछ  कह  न  पाए,

इश्क  का  इज़हार  तो  दूर  ही  था,

बड़ी  जद्दो-जहद  से दोस्ती  के लिए  पूछ  पाए |

हम  उनकी  साजिश  को  समझ न  सके,

मुस्कुराकर देखना  तो  बहाना  निकला ,

इश्क  क्या  उन्हें  हमसे  मतलब  न  था,

हमारा  मजाक  उड़ना  उनका  मकसद  निकला  |

कोई  कसर  न  छोड़ी  तड़पाने  में  हमे,

वो  तो  सारी  हद  पार  कर  गए,

एक  दफा  ही आये  सपनो  में  हमारे,

उसमे  भी  दूसरे  के  साथ  निकल  लिए |

फिर  भी  ये  दिल  चाहता  है  उन्हें,

उनकी  नाराज़गी  पर  भी  मुझे  ऐतबार  है,

कोई  शिकवा  नहीं  है  मुझे  उनसे,

आज  भी  मुझे  उनका  इंतज़ार  है |

बस  मेरा  एक  छोटा  सा  काम  कर  देना,

हमारे  दिल  की  दास्ताँ  उन्हें  बता  देना,

हो  सके  तो  एक  पल  के  लिए  ही  सही,

उनका  दिल  हमारे  लिए  धड़का  देना |

I saw u crying

It was maths lecture and I came 10 mins late for the class.
I went and sat at the last bench which had been surprisingly empty along with the row in-front of it.
2 mins later the most beautiful girl of our batch came to the class.
She took a seat in the row in-front of me and just diagonal to me.
It was hard paying attention to the complex equation which has always been Greek to me.
It was sometime later that I noticed something dreadful.
She was crying.
Yeah, indeed she was.
It amazed me that her silent tears could also cause pain in my heart.
After all she was in the heart of almost every single guy sitting there.
There was none by her side to see this or console her except me.
I raised my hand to give her a pat but it only raised few inches and couldn't move forward.
I couldnt say anything but drafted this on my notebook.



Today I saw u crying,
Something broke into my heart,
Tried but couldnt ask the reason,
I am not that smart....


I knew u will not tell me,
Dared not to even try,
Thats whats hurting me now,
But cant even cry.....


Even if get to know the reason,
Would you let me help you,
I wanna reduce this pain,
Afraid to talk to u.....


Now u are smiling,
You r luking very nice,
Tell before it kills me,
Its real or devise...

Teri khubsurati

Teri khubsurati ki kya karu prashansha,
Dhoondnen se shabd nai milte mujhe,
Aati hogi amawashya jarur usi din,
Dekh leta hoga jis din chand tujhe......

तेरी खूबसूरती की  क्या  करूँ  प्रशंषा,

ढूँढने से  शब्द  नहीं  मिलते  मुझे ,

आती  होगी  अमावश्या  जरुर  उसी  दिन ,

देख  लेता  होगा  जिस  दिन  चाँद  तुझे ..........